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lazyTopic: Memories
To me, it WAS a great year. I had my PMR results and got 8A's. Walaupun tak sampai target 9A's but it has been a very good beginning of the year. Dapat masuk the best class in school. the best one, huh? kinda. it supposed to be the best one though. and yeah, Azuwan became one of my classmates for diz year. I only talked to him like once a year. Well, there was one day during BM lesson when we got into a quarrel. I would say he's quite a scary person to talk to [eventho he got a very good look, such a waste...] but he became very annoying towards the end of the year. Whenever we asked him to do something, the answer were always the same 'no'. huh!
2006 was also my first experience participating in competitions. I've became the school debater, together with Kashfi and Krol. Eventho, we only got the second place among the schools in Kuching, but i will never forget the moments I've spent with these two guys. Now, I never met them again since they have left the school few months after the debate competition. Krol moved to SMS Kuching right after both of us joined MTQ peringkat zon for pertandingan syarahan agama and then he represented his school to the next level. Kashfi, after 4 years I've known him, I never imagine that he will move to somewhere else and I'm still asking myself, Why should he did this? This school is not that bad...why? After he left, he only called me a few times. Like, one call after a few months. I cried about three days bcoz i was thinking abt losing a friend. Right now, it does seem like it. The friendship seems like going to...break apart. pieces by pieces.... and that hurts.
abt my family... dont wanna talk much about em diz time. there were happy times but i also had a quarrell with em quite sometimes. and the thing that disappoint me the most abt these people in my family is the one that happened before I attended Sunburst Youth Camp 2006. I'm not angry with them like I was before, bcoz the feeling already turned into diappointment. They always did that. They have never been there whenever I need them. Well, at least, I still can be grateful that I have a bunch of friends to be relied on.
my school life...
I think I've became very popular this year.. haha! WHICH sometimes i feel that is not very good to me. People might think that I'm good in everything. but in fact, I AM NOT.
I've also been appointed as Ketua BADAR Muslimah and I feel that I dont desrve it at all. I'm not a very good leader like people thought and that's why, I'm trying so hard not to disappoint my teachers and the others. I also joined the Students' Representative Council diz year after being nominated by the teachers.
my crush...
ok, at first, I thought Eiz was going to another school bcoz he messed up in PMR exam but he didnt. He's staying. 'Great!'. and the thing that surprised me the most was when Shafiqah finally told Eiz that I have a crush on him since in Form 2, after the "True or Dare" incident. Dammit! But it was a good thing, tho. i think. he started to talk to me since then. He has been selected as one of the prefects and became a member of BADAR too. People said that love hurts. Well, it does, sometimes. But I already move on with my life. It's gonna be over. I really hope so.
Here comes the best part of 2006, Sunburst Youth Camp. How great it was, cannot be decribed by words. Only people who have attended the camp will understand. The best memory I ever had. Spending times with a group of strangers and yet these strangers became the ones I called friends. Yup, this is the main objective of the camp. To build everlasting friendship beyond borders. I've got so many friends, from all different places in Asia, just in one week in one place, that is the one and only, Singapore. I'm still in touch with those people that I have met in Singapore.
Everytime I imagine the flashbacks of the camp, everytime I imagine every single moments that we had together, everytime I wish I could turn back time and spend more times with those people, go for shopping at Mustafa Centre, enjoy ourselves at Sentosa Island, touring around Singapore... I'll started to fall into tears.... eventhough it has been a few weeks after the camp. Yes, it is the once-in-a-lifetime experience. Nothing else caould be compared to it. I love SYC! I'm not obsessed to it, it just that the camp was damn great and I love it. To be more specific, I love the people in the camp. My malaysian friends, shasha, mim, izzah, kang sheng, diana, jake, shane, ben, siti, wei yew, stephanie, gery, nisa, vikki, dina, kassym, elena... oh gosh! i cant name them all!
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